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February 4th, 2006

10:39 pm - 2006 my first post of 2006, ill try and make it as interesting as possible...not very likely though because im not a very interesting person...well, at least i can admit it. ive found that when ive been put in the situations lately of having to talk to people one on one, and having to make conversation, i have nothing to talk about..absolutly jackshit...hence i am a boring person. anyy wayyy...where was i? 2006. ive decided that this year i am no longer going to be fat, i hope. im going to really try and loose a bit...alot of weight. ive said this for the past 2 years, however, its resulted on me putting on weight insead of loseing it. since the summer ive been good. ive cut down on my junk food and i dont eat half as much as i used to, and ive started up regualar excerice, but it doesnt seem to have made any difference. even so, i kept on that routine thinking that eventually it would show, but as christmas approached and i went on holiday just after, i found myself getting back into some of my old habits. in the past month ive redeemed my self, however, over the past week, ive seemed to have eaten loads. its like i eat alot but i still dont feel hungrey or satisfied. im not sure weather it was my period just fucking around with my body or just my mind telling me i was still hungrey. but what ever it was, i need to snap out of it otherwise ill be as big as a house. school:dont even get me started on school at the moment. its quite shit. im not going to get into it because i start moaning then get guilty because i moan about people. or i feel bad because i hate people who moan all the time and i feel like im doing it and im sure people dont want to hear about it. maybe thats why im such a boring person, because i dont bitch or moan or show much signs of effection and because im a private person. hmmm, never thourght of it like that. maybe i should start using livejournal as a thourghts diary and use it to let off some steam. the doctor said i should let it all out because i get stressed and then my hair falls out..it sucks. and im sure it would be interesting to look back on this when im older to see what went through the head of a teenage girl. its all good me saying this though because lately ive rarely had the time to do things, what with my exams comeing up, trying to make money to go to thailand, and other stuff really. not that im much of a social bean at the moment though. im a bit of an unsocialable person at this moment in time. i mean, lets face it, im 15, its a saturday night, i have plenty of mates but im sitting here writing on a fucking online journal. yeah...well done ally Current Mood: crappy

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August 1st, 2005

03:57 pm - err...so messed up i now see why i havent been involved with any boys for a while....it just makes me feel so bad. so, over the weekend, these two boys came round, marlon and nathon, who i hadnt seen since xmas. i had a really good time on saturday, we sat around and talked, that kinda thing. then i realised that i was falling for nathon (who, btw, has a girlfriend) so they went home that evening, and then marlon text me saying that he liked me. so i was all like "dam" and then nathon text me and i was all like...happy. then the next day they phoned my and said they were coming round again. so they did, and marlon kept onn trying to make a move on me all day, and i didnt want to tell him no because id feel bad and embaresed, and so by the end of the day, id run out of excuses to get out of it, so in the end we just pulled. nathon new i didnt want to pull him so when he turned around and saw us he was like "waoh!" but i sooo wish it was nathon instead of marlon i was kissing! LOL..so they went home last night, and then marlon text me again saying that he couldnt wait to see me again and stuff, so i had to tell him that i didnt see it going any where, and i felt like such a bitch. then nathon phoned me and apolalized because he knew i didnt like him in that way, so i spent all last night talking to nathon on the phone and msn. this is why i try and stop my self falling for people, because at the end of the day it makes you feel like shit. Current Mood: sad

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July 8th, 2005

10:06 pm - R.I.P rest in peace to all those who died in london on the 7th july 2005 Current Mood: sad

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July 3rd, 2005

10:39 pm - weekend friday night was cool. we couple of us went to cheries house. when we got there, we decided to try and learn the dance routine to "thriller" my god was it hard! in the end we gave up and played this really cute game cherie made us. every one pulls some one else's name out of the hat, and then you have to draw that person (or cut out from magazines) and then evry one writes something nice about you on the back. its good to give your ego a boost! hehe. then the alcahol came out. i had this really nice drink but i dont know what it is. it was lovely, ill have to find out from cherie on tuesday. then on saturday, when i came back from cherie's, i was going to go carnival, but i couldnt be bothered because loads of people started turning up for the BBQ at our house. every one ended up pissed (as they usually do) and today i just spend all day recovering. ive got quite a bit of course work due in on tuesday and ive avoided it today so more to do tomorrow. dam Current Mood: exhausted

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June 24th, 2005

07:48 pm - drama wow, i havent been on here in a while. well, whats new with me? lifes going really well at the moment. schools going really good, i dont hang about with my other good-for-nothing mates anymore, so im enjoying school life at the moment. although,ive got one year left, and its starting to get really boring now. i dont know what i want to do after school, i want to go into law...i think....so i think im going to have to onto 6th form, which i suppose is a bit better than school because you get alot more freedom. im at the age now where i dont really like people telling me what to do, but i suppose there it nothing you can do about it really, its a part of life that you can never escape. which sux. im really enjoying drama at the moment. to be honest, i actually only chose drama as a GCSE because i thourght it was a doss lesson, well, i was half right. if you chose drama for the pure fact that you think its going to be easy, it will be easy. but as soon as you start enjoying the subject, and start putting effort into it, it is no longer a doss lesson. im working hard, but enjoing myself at the same time. im really getting into it. at the moment, the theme is war/war related, and my group chose to do about the twin towers and terrorism, and we are performing it in october sometime. and its weird, im finding that, not because ive been told to, but because i genually want to, ive been going onto the internet and been doing reasearch. i think im being so enthusiastic about it all at the moment, is because i got an A* on my last performance, so its given me a real confidence boost. in fact, out teacher was so impressed by our class, she is taking the drama students (me!) to new york in febuary. there we will go and do a work shop at broad way, we will be taught how to audition by a broadway director, givin dance lessons, and taught by people who perorm at broadway. im quite excited, it will be interesting. and, other than that, SHOPPING!. but yeah, im getting into the whole war theme. whilst ive been looking around the internet at stories and stuff, its been quite upsetting me, and when our group perform, i will be really pleased if we have people in the audience crying, not because im a creul person or any thing, but because i know that weve connected with the audience, and done what we set out to do, emotionally entertain the audience. i really need to lose a bit of wieght, a stone of so, but im finding it so hard. its a paint in the bum actually. it would be soo much more easyer if it would just all drop off! but its not like that! its hard! ive been meaning to get up at six every week day and go in the gym, but so far ive only managed it a couple of times! hehe. im bad. im now drinking only water. cut out sweets, chocolate, crisps, buscuits, and any thing else that its un healthy. its hard, the thing im craving is chocoalte, because my fridge is full of it, because my brother needs to put on weight, and you dont know how frustrating that is. but im doing good. haven touched any of it. in fact, my dad just offered me fish and chips and i said no! haha! how good am i!:D any way! i think thats me all talked out now. nice ot get it all of mi chest! Current Mood: happy

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February 9th, 2005

08:55 pm - finally! i have enough time to update! ok... so last week, one of my mates pushed a row of lockers over, and caused loads of damage. so obvilously the teachers were PISSED! so they thourght that they would interveiw everyone of us until they found out who pushed them over! and my mate who actually pushed it over (kelly) denied it was her, and her mum got pissed off so she got the police involved! all of my other mates got questioned about it. and were in the room for a good 4 hours. lucky, they got me out of it so i didnt have to get questioned!..thats was the main points o that little story! (cant be bothered to go into it!) my mates have had quite a few fallings out in the past week, all becasue of BOYS! they are such shit stirers (the boys) i told my mates when they started to hang about with us that it'll just lead to trouble (not because of the fact they are boys, but becasue of who they are DIKS! ) but they didnt listen, and it all backfired in their face!..arr well! their fault! i have had soo much home work, im gettin sick of it now..on sunday, i spent6 hours dong an essay comparing poetry!..soo boring! Current Mood: mellow

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February 7th, 2005

10:14 pm - so loong! wow, i havent writen in here in a while, and to be honest, i havent really had the time! soo much has been happening, ive been so busy! but i dont actually have enough time to go into it now, im really tiered! i might have enough time tomorrow where i can spill my heart out! but to cut a loong story short, ive been in some trouble at school, my mates have kept me very busy! and ive had a shit load of homework! so, im gong to go and catch up on some much needed sleep! Current Mood: tired

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January 27th, 2005

04:57 pm - silly cow! so the girl who i wrote about, lauren, who said that she is pregnant, well it turns out that she was lieing....just to make her boyfriend stay with her, because he was finishing with her! omfg! how stupid can she get! such a pathetic little cow! i used to be quite close mates with her, and i cant beleive that she would say something like that! she has lied to all of her mates, made us shitscared..for nothing! this isnt the 1st time that she made us worry...about this time last year she said that she thourght she pregnant too! today i freezed my butt off in school seeing as the grump ass teachers kicked us out of the building, and it was raining! so my some of my mates wanted to go to another bit of the school, but hardly any of us wanted to, so sophie goes "come on, if i start walking down, they will follow me any way!" and i go to her "jesus sophie, could your head get any further up you own ass!" so then she walked off, hopeing that every one would follow her (only a couple did) but every one else stayed put! ahahah! Current Mood: content

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January 26th, 2005

10:29 pm - OMFG went to a footie match last night, it really did suck!...such a crap game! it was liverpool vs. watford, so you would of expected alot of goals..but only 1! although, i can say that i was 8 metres away from stephan gerrard! wow, hes fit! any way...walking to school yesterday, i found out a BIG shock! my mate (who i have known for 10 years) well, he dad beats her up. he burst into tears on the way to school and told me every thing. her dad was in a really big stress that morning, and started shouting at her saying "your a worthless peice of shit, your such a stupid fucking bitch, you were such a mistake" and then as he was dropping her off at my house, he started shouting even more. as he got to the bottem of my road, he stopped (just about)and kicked her out of the car, giving her a whack on the way out. she then walked up to my house in shock, and broke down on the way to school. bless. i told her that when it happens again, dont be scared to phone me up and my mum will come and collect her. so, as if that wasnt a big shock, when i got to school, i found out that one of my other mates, lauren, might be pregnant. when we found out, jade screamed out load "omg, shes pregnant" so caira got really annoyed and stormed up to jade and punched her!..ahahahaha...action! today, i heard nothing from my mate (im not saying her name because if any one i know reads this) about her dad, so i dont think he hit her last night, but lauren has taken a pregnacy test, and it said that she isnt pregnant, but she gong to take another one just to be sure. this is the second pregnacy scar that shes had in a year (with two different people) and thats alot considering shes only 14! so yeah, i think thats all that has been happening lately! its been quite exciting! like being in a soap! Current Mood: excited

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January 23rd, 2005

09:37 pm - early years! last night my mate, vikki, slept round and we just spent all night downloading music. we are going through a phase of constantly being together, and its quite fun. we go nutty together so its never boring. last night we downloaded "the real nigga anthem" and spent the rest of the night dressing up as wiggas!! today we were supposed to get up early and watch my brother play football, but when it came to it, we just stayed in bed and didnt wake up till 12. about 1ish, we went over to MK, and i went into HMV to look for some dvds and found steve-o: the early years. FUCK YES! ive been looking for it every where. i was quite supprised when i found it, steve-o had all of his dvds theres, and he even had a little section to himself, his dvds wernt merged into jackass or any thing! so any way, as i went up to the counter to buy it, the lady said "im sorry, but have you got any ID, its just that its an 18" so i was like "oh, im sorry, i left it all at home, didnt think i'd need it!" but she qas being a stubbern bitch and was like "im sorry, i cant let you have it, now excuse me" and looked right past me and called another cumstermer. so i walked out of the store bumed, but luckily i bumped into some of my older mates and asked them to grab it for me, and they did! thank god! ive watched it a couple of times and its great. i slowed down the credits and i loved the little speech thing at the end! Current Mood: happy

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January 21st, 2005

10:47 pm - american idol ahahaha!..im just watchin the first auditions now! this is honestly better than any comdey ive seen in a long time! the people who cant sing: why would their friends and familly tell them that they can sing, and let them go on there just baffels me!...ahahah, its just sooo funny to watch the people go on there and argue that they can sing when they can't! i only watch the audions for these shows because of the comedy side, and american idol is so more extrem than pop idol! the americans really give it their all! thats kinda cool! bless 'em! so we had mufti day today, and my (non) mate (who i hang about with..unfortunatly), jazmine ( god i hate her so much!) man did she looklike a pathetic little slut!...her top was skin tight, and it was so low that her (fake) boobs kept on falling out of it. and considering we were at school, and there is a hell of alot of steps to go up and down, she wore these really hig prostitute boots! she couldnt even walk in them. it took her like 10 minutes to walk from one building to another. ahaahha...prat! Current Mood: bitchy

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January 20th, 2005

09:42 pm - ageny aunt! so today i have been ageny aunt...and its been great! it makes me see that some of my probs are nothing compared to some poeple, and i feel lucky because of that! Current Mood: thankful

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January 19th, 2005

09:20 pm - Thailand its official..im going to Thailland and i cant wait. well, i have to wait another 18 months, but its worth the wait. im a little nervouse because of the whole tsunami thing, but i think that if i let stuff like that put me off of going to places, im never going to leave my house, right? so i think, hell with it, i am going to go! so school: ive got another exam tomorrow, a spannish one..im going to do soo bad in spannish, im not very good at it because ive got a crap teacher. im going to get a tutor though so it aint that bad. speaking of languages..im gong to have to learn some Thai! that'll be fun! school has been really fun lately, i think its because ive been in such a good mood. there was a fight in school today between the rudies and the goths, that was kinda funny to watch. the rudies were throwing stuff at the goths, and the goths were swearing at the rudies! a bit of action keeps the school talking! pathetic really! Current Mood: crazy

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January 18th, 2005

11:27 pm - sleeping!!!!! elo elo elo, im happy...my key to happiness is sleep! its so simple! ive got two decent nights sleep, and im like...santa, on christams eve, high, getting laid! we got to make babies in science class today so that hyped me up too! it also snowed for like...10 mins, so that was kinda cool too! but the only problem was that i had to walk home in the freeeeezing cold, and i swear my boobs were about to drop off! it was that cold..as soon as i got in i slept some more....i love sleeping! it makes me happy, and hypa! so im going to go now and sleep! Current Mood: energetic

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January 17th, 2005

09:29 pm - first full day in ages! so today has got of been the first full day of school in ages! and ive been so happy today! i think its because last night i didnt wake up once! woo hoo! at lunch time, my mates who i hang about with totally trashed this classroom, and then the deputy head started to walk down the hall, so we legged it. i didnt get too worried because i hadnt done any thing, so i went to my locker and tryed to look like a little angel! it worked, he walked straight past my and started screwing at my mates and made them clean it up!...well, it serves them right for trashing the place! when i got home from school today, i got a really funny phone call from vikki. heres how it went:- vikki: helo: me: hi vikki: i dont know why im phoning you...i dont know why i ahve, i think its because ive just been think about you since i got home me: really, about what? vikki: just the fact that your such a good friend and you made me laugh so much..do you know your practically famous in my family! ive told them all about you! ahaha, bless her, that was so random but so sweet! then we stayed on the phone and bitched for a while! Current Mood: cheerful

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January 16th, 2005

06:11 pm - shit! so much stuff! i had A french oral exam on monday. i feel like i done ok. i was kinda pooing my self before i went in because i was quite nervous, but then i thourght "ill try my best"........but that didn't help me! so i came home from school later that day and felt soo ill i had to go in on tuesday to get my self ready for another exam on thurday! (but i went home laeter that day) so on wednesday i decided to get an early night so i could do well on thurday, but i got 2 hours sleep because i was so ill! i went into the exma room and forgot allll of my spannish speech...i have done so incredibly bad in that exam. i came home feeling like poo, because that was one of the sunjects i wanted to do well in. at 3o'clock that night, i woke up to my fone ringing, it was my mate, Georgia, she was soo excited. her exact words were "ally, shes here, shes bloody here! im a big sister!" her mum had just had a baby. i cant wait to see it! so anyway, this is where the stupid bit comes in. a coulpe of friday nights ago, my mate, Sophie, her boyfriend pulled our mate Tasha, but no one knew about it until a couple of days ago...but yeah, ill tell you the whole storey: do you remeber the girl i mentioned about who was alwayz with the boys flirting, basically making herself look desperate, well, thet is sophie. she carried on doing this with the boys, even though shes got a boyfriend. i think in a coupld of circumstances, shes even kissed them and got a bit too close. then, a couple of frieday nighs ago, her boyfriend, nick, saw what was happeneing, and he JOKEINGLY "get of my girlfriend" well of course, sophie flipped out and was totally screwing at nick. he got quite upset by this because he didnt see that he'd done any thing wrong, which he hadnt, so went off and tasha went after him. she listened to him and next thing you know they are making out. the next night, sophie went out with nick again, but she ended up punching him in the face, and i mean heard, so he freaked out too, and threw a shopping trolly over to the other side of the car park, but soon went chasing back after her. but the thing sophie doesnt see, is that she treats boys like a peice of shit (as you maybe starting to see) but she didnt take any thing and they havent really been getting on for a week or so. so me and my mate viki were chattin to nick and he didnt know what to do because he didnt want to chase her, so he dumped her. so sophie was totally gutted by this and soon figured out how to win nick back, and convince him she had done nothing wrong! jesus! i swear, shes my mate and all, but she really is a bitch! Current Mood: okay

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January 8th, 2005

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January 7th, 2005

06:21 pm - im back! so ive got back from my holiday. i love tenerife so much. it really is the ideal place to go on holiday. tenerife is one of the canery islands just off the the coast of north-west africa, so its only a 4 hour flight from england. traveling over there had got to have been the worst flight ive even been on (and ive been on alot of planes) in the air it was very bumpy, so the plane was constently jolting up and down, and the landing, well, i think that is the one time in my life where i can say that i thourght i was going to die! the pilot had warned us that it was going to be a bumpy desent, but nothing prepared my for what it was like! to avoid some of the turbulence, the plane flew around the island, that meant desending over the sea, instead of land. as it got lower, it got livelyer and liveler! the plane was going up and down, side to side. people on the plane was shreiking. at this point i was really getting scared. the plane was really low and started to turn towards the island, as it did this, the plane was wobbeling and still going down. i grabbed hold of my mums hand, and with the other, covered my eyes. as peoples shreiks died down a little, i could hear a song in the background. it was the song from armagedon (the one harry died to!) it goes "i don;t wanna close my eyes, i don't wanna fall asleep 'coz i miss you babe........." so i thourght "bloody typical that THIS song is playing! a song refered to as death (well it is to me!)" and of course it didn't help that i heard my cousin behind my squeeling "wow! its like a rollorcoaster! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE..this is better than any ride i went on in alton towners" so after that "semi" traumatic experience, the plane ended landing smoothly and i could finally get on with my holiday! i mainly sunbathed, either by the pool or on the beach, so that was pretty cool. i went swimming alot too. on the last day we went to a water park, and i have to say that i am one, brave, bitch! (well i think i am!) there was this diving board there, it was only 3 meters high, but it was still shit scarey. i got up there the first time, looked down and had to walk off the diving board. it was just so high! i really can't see how steve-o could jump off the olimpic diving board!!!!! then i thourght "well, if steve-o can jump of that, i can jump off this!" so i got back up there and just jumped! jesus, my belly went into my head, and it sure did warm my ass up! so thats about it for my holiday. as for school, well, ive been back for 2 days now, i suppose im happyier, but it still sucks. my mates have calmed down a bit now too, so thats cool. but i miss my lay-ins and my full engliash breakie! Current Mood: energetic

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December 27th, 2004

08:12 pm - holiday! well im off on holiday tomorrow. im jetting off to tenerife1=! whoohoo! im leaving this shitie england weather! but any way, what i think im gong to do is take me journal, write don stuff in that, and update when i get back. ive been packing all day, which was pretty borong and had to go drop my doggie off at my nans. man i hate leaving her! she does her puppy eyes when she knows that she is going to be left and her ears go down. i cant stand it! i think that maybe we have spoilt her a bit too much, and i have now bocome attached the the dam dog. she is now 15 months, and we have had her since she was 6 weeks old, so pretty much all of her life. im now watxhing i,robot. i dont think that it is all that, like the critics made out, but it's watchable. any way, ill write back next week with updates from my holiday. Current Mood: happy

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December 25th, 2004

07:00 pm - christmas dayyyy! well merry christmas everyy one. i hope every body had a good day. i had an alright-ish day! it didnt feel like christmas at all though. my brother came in and woke me up at 6:30am to ask me weather it was too early to open out pressies! i told him to go and ask mum and dad. we went in with a smile on his face and came out with a frown! ahahah, they told him to wait half hour until 7, so he came and sat on my bed and watched jackass with me (a quick way to pas time!) soon enough me and jamie went into to the liveing room and quickly riipped open out presents! im soo happy with my mine! i think this year i have finially realised how much my parents spend on us! before hand in previous years i have totally turned a blind eye to how much the pressents cost! but this yeah i was looking around. i got a MPM-201, dvd's, jewlery, digicam, cloths, make up, diary, a gucci perfume set and a few other things. my brother got a snooker table, digicam, dvds, PS2 games, computor games and bit like that, and we got a joint pressent, an arcade machine! jesus all of that must of cost loads. i know for a fact they spent well over £1000 on us together, maybe £2000 joined. so yeah, ive been trying to figure out how to work my MPM, and its doing my head in! so technical! but i also got dragged to my nans! litterally dragged! so yeah! that my xmas day for ya! just like any other but with presents! but im so happy about my pressies! Current Mood: energetic

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